self-talk @efanny's

It is so difficult to be nice all e time

n to show e reality of dat, i can't help but have a bitching slugfest now. well, since "bitch fits"(bf) are made oh-so-in now by the movie "White Chicks."

i just checked e dictionary for the exact, no-doubts-about-it-being-ostrich-or-turkey's-relative meaning of 'emu'.

it says: E"mu\, n. [Cf. Pg. ema ostrich, F. ['e]mou, ['e]meu, emu.] (Zo["o]l.) A large Australian bird, of two species (Dromaius Nov[ae]-Hollandi[ae] and D. irroratus), related to the cassowary and the ostrich. The emu runs swiftly, but is unable to fly. [Written also emeu and emew.]

now, why did i do that? no, i din decide to drop freaking ELang n Lit n plonk myself into Science. its just to check what my sweet ol' fren's bf choose, oh so aptly, to describe himself.

so ironical...look! boyfren(bf as well) causing me to go into e rarest bitch fits(bf)!

anyway, so humble of him, to call himself an emu even though it was in context of an angry, sacarstic n try-too-hard retort from him, in response to my straightforward n wanna-hug-n-sayang-her consolation to his galfren, my sweetest fren.

at one part of my consolation, i said "if he reali loves u, he will FIGHT for u. all i see always is how he takes FLIGHT at e slightest trouble in ur relationship."

im sorry. i take dat half-back. in respect of his decision to consider himself as a non-flying fat bird called the EMU. so he doesn't "take flight". he just run................................... as seen from the earlier dictionary defintion.

a tad less glam than how i wanna view him. but i respect human rights.

he also said something that effectively said im a meddling poker, who shouldn't think she is a see-it-all smart aleck. well boy, if my fren is not shedding tears cos of u, i can't care less. n instead of trying to defend ur a*s, y dun u try to silence me with actual, tactile actions? dat u will give her a future?

if u do dat, i gladly take back all sorts of dagger-like comments dat ever came out of my mouth about u. yes, i'll perform this sort of sword-swallowing act if u can make her happy. for life.

u r rite. "There is also pressure, from the family to sometimes, the man on the street."

SO, if u cant take e pressure, y did u go into a relationship in e 1st place?

im sorry. just need to remove this distaste in my mouth, by spitting out "venom." just like wat u describe my comments as.

posted by efanny @ 12:15 AM