Its hard to say goodbye
Yes, its the end of Hall 15's very 1st production, "A Glass of Desires."
It was a truly wonderful experience, that I will never, never forget.
It seemed like there are so many memories to it, that I can't just seem to blog it down.
Or rather, I can't bear to.
the joyful memories. the painful (literally!) memories.
memories of nightly rehearsals. of the wonderful cast, and frenships forged. of anxiety, stress and thrill.
Do allow me to dwell a little in these, won't u? I know I seemed rather odd to frens these days. Withdrawn, and a little anti-social. But, its my 1st time in this, its really hard for me to say goodbye. So, will u put up with me for a little while? I'll be back soon, I promise. But not now.
There are many firsts to this. our hall's first production. First time I participated in hall activities. First time to be involved in a drama production, and try out acting. First time that I really push myself to pursue one of my interests, and see if it sustains.
And I believed this passion for drama is here to stay.
Although I felt stressed by the level of effort and commitment involved in pursuing an interest, and wasn't exactly totally dedicated in terms of, erhem, punctuality for rehearsals, it feels like Ive stirred something that Ive buried deep in my heart, and it just will not slip back into its dormant state.
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there are lots more in my heart that has surged forth, that Ive typed and deleted. it seems too personal to share, except with my closest frens.
Anyway, I just wan to thank the whole production team. It has been great to work with them all, and memories shared and frenships forged will always be deep in my heart.
And heartfelt thanks who made the time to come down for the performance. Really, reali many thanks. and for the flowers, cards or presents. very,very touched.
Again.
goodbye to the nightly rehearsals, to the back breaking warm-ups, the exhausting vocal training, the gay-himbo jokes, and the laughter and bonding that we all shared for the past 3 months.
With utmost reluctance. but goodbye....
my nights are now to be filled with mind blowing assignments now. im not of 'uni' calibre at all. why am i here?
Somehow, GOD showed me immense favor. With all my heart, i want to trust HE will pull me through. One day, I'll look back and smile.
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