Coming out of the cyberspace closet???
All along this blog has been rather private, in the sense of its more like a private diary more than anything, and its open to only the closest of friends.
Think this is pretty much so 'cos I'm 'ashamed' of what I've written here over the years? And afraid that people may misconstrue what I wanted to say and result in misunderstandings, or that people may judge me for what I had once written? Entries in this blog started in Year 2004 when I was just 20 years old, so this blog kinda recorded my 'past', how I was like and stuff haha. Looking back at all the entries showed me that I really had a sarcastic sense of humor (actually I think I still have lol) and was in many cases rather an emotional and critical person.
But I see myself change over the years, though occasionally slipping into lows, God has been so good. And I know He'll continue to be.
So ya, opening this up now so that I have an additional outlet of sharing, and more that I don't wanna hide this blog outta shame.
And eileen my sheep, if you're reading this, just wanna let you know that when I read my Year 1 and 2 entries, i suddenly remembered I was 'young' once too okie...haha. so your shepherd is not so far in experiences from you.;)
Really looking forward to what God will do in my life. A little afraid, But if I trust God, then I must trust Him.
P.S.: Due to the nature of my job, I would not be referring myself by name here, nor blog about anything regarding my job. So Friends, if you leave comments, do not refer to me by name as well too okie? Sorry if this seems rather exaggerated, but I do know friends who are in the same profession as me who talked about their jobs in blogs without even mentioning what their job is all about; they were just blogging about how frustrated they were. Yet they were 'asked for coffee' because they either name their blogs after themselves or their friends in leaving comments mentioned their profession or name. Scary right? So if you wanna address me, poly kakis pls continue to address me as 'ah siao' . and other friends well, call me whatever you may. lol.
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