Tuesday, June 14, 2005

lalalalala....

Back from church camp...feeling so...so so...sosososososo charged!!!

I finally managed to understand....I cried thru'out the camp as a beautiful and touching truth has finally dawned on me...n its all because of HIM who showed me...

HE. who is altogether worthy, altogether lovely, altogether wonderful to me.

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I performed in a very short musical performance together with fellow brothers and sisters from the tertiary district for the church camp's talentnite. It was all great fun and...er...great fun! haha...really! although its short, the joy of seeing a performance that we planned from scratch come to life is incredible! I acted as an agry and bitter housewife who gave up her job to face a bunch of irritating fellows at home everyday....n well...I just screamed and scolded for my part thru'out...but it was so exciting! I got to sing and act at the same time first time in my life! can't believe it!

hee, and the blessed thing is, we won 1st!! yeah!! not that it mattered, but GOD really blessed! I have been wanting to get a water bottle since I lost my blue one but I couldn't find one that i reali liked..n u know wat? the prize for the winners was a water bottle each, woo hoo!

I learnt so much too, from all my fellow brothers and sisters about script writing, and stuff. and I marvel at the talent (not me) we have in church.

yeah yeah!!!:)

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I witnessed an ugly incident today. I was in the food court with my mum and sis at bugis, having dinner after paying respects at my great grandmother's memorial(Its her one yr death anniv).

A guy next to our table suddenly started to shout and scold his girlfriend angrily and loudly because he felt that his girlfriend was not paying enough attention to what he was saying. He used vulgarities on her, and was extremely aggressive and confrontative.

After hurling his ugly verbal abuse, he just stormed off and left the poor girl sobbing in the food court. People around stared.

?????????????????????

u know wat? I really really despise that guy.

Cowardly, unmanly, woman-bullying jerk.

My mum felt like slapping the guy. so did my sis.

me?

Frowning and stifled with indignation. and feeling sad for the girlfriend.

what a b**tard. pardon my language. I feel Ive been kind to just say that of him already.

If my future partner ever shouted at me in that manner, I think I'll be like that poor girl. sit there shocked. and sob.

But after that, I'll definitely say goodbye to his sorry a*s. pardon my language again.

whether he shouted at me in public or no public.

some may frown upon me for that. hey, we gals are definitely made of stronger stuff. why sob like a victim?

n some may frown upon me for breaking up with my him for such a trivial thing. why break up cos of that? so petty!

To me, we are the weaker sex. To be loved and treated as a weaker sex, physically and emotionally. Guys punch guys. Guys shout at guys. not us gals.

and if my future partner can't even hold his own and settle matters or differences with me peaceably, we'll never make it till "death do us part." cos I dislike agressiveness and confrontations.

sigh. before leaving, i handed a packet of tissue to the gal, and said, "miss, dun cry anymore..."

She nodded her head. and continued sobbing.

sigh.

stupid, insensitive, chauvinistic, arrogant, cow dung-ish, selfish, cretin-nish....TOAD.

urgh.

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