Emotive n emotional...
Today, i attended campus meeting (or is it young adults?) for e 1st time...n i must say i feel real GOOD after e service....everyone was getting all emotive for GOD n i felt so touched...i mean sometimes during church services, u see ple around u, who just can't bear to get all "ugly" for GOD, like jumping up n down, shaking bon bons, n jiggling fats...
but at e service just now, i can jus feel all e joy "ooze out" of e ple...everyone was so exuberant in their display of joy n celebration...woo hoo! rejoice in the LORD, n all dat joy is "better out than in"...:) so, dance, sing n make merry like no ones's looking, for GOD...
I managed to see my care group leader for e 1st time, n wow, she looked so cool! exudes spirit...:)
met a fren after e meeting for dinner...n i "bored" him with lotsa stuff...haha...me naggy...anyway he was a "good ol' gentleman" n he sent me home...hey guys, learn hehe...;)
but i guess im pretty blessed anyway, cos most of my guy frens do bother to send ple home...
now at home, n starting to feel veri emotional...cos i was suddenly reminded of a guy fren( let's call him cblack) . In contrast to such genuinity shown by dat guy fren who sent me home, i feel that cblack lacks sincerity injection into our friendship...n cos of him, i was suddenly reminded of all e other insincere ple that ive seriously treated with sincerity but had been let-downs...
i feel that e start of some opp gender friendships r not all on intended platonic basis...n it hurts e way they just dwindled out of ur lives, when they lost interest? i mean, even if they felt that we r not together "relationship material", we can still be frens,rite? n cblack is e one doing this to me now...:(
i feel that im not getting my point across...actually wat i reali mean is dat: i treat all ple who come into my life with sincerity, as i feel its e basis for all friendships. n im veri HURT when ple doesnt reciprocate with e same sincerity....i mean its another thing as to who gives more in a frenship, but sincerity...both parties must be sincere...
but i guess i just gotta shrug n move on...
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