Ah Siao's really going siao....
Im getting reali scary. to a point where Im starting to be rather afraid of myself. think Im under some invisible stress that I'm not aware of. Been having mood swings that r as unpredictable as the toto since last week.
One illustration to bring across my point: Just now, I was having a silly tiff with my sis. She kept sayin that I said I'll pay her back for her tom yam cup noodles I've eaten 'in secret.' When I said I dun rem saying that, she said, "yes u did. u r slapping urself across the face." n she repeated that a few times.....
n I got so fustrated....something just snapped in me...
all of a sudden, I slapped myself hard across the face. twice. and said, "there, I've just done it. will u just go away?(!)"
I still can't believe what I did.
still in a state of subdued shock.
I think I seriously need to take time out for myself. Im out of touch with my emotions.
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