On the rebound I must
I'm really feeling very blue these days...
or rather, I must admit I've been feeling like these since Aug...
I can't carry on like this anymore...there's enough damage done...though outwardly there's hardly a trace.
i told a dear friend I want to be feeling better, and she said of course, its my choice.
Indeed. maybe I'm the one who has chosen to torture myself.
i ought to love myself more. I'm bought at the price of Jesus's blood.
to be set free. not held in my own shackles.
"I just want to breathe again
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little, try a little more
I'll breathe again"
the artificial construct of dating
i really shouldn't be blogging now...not when I'm so behind in my revision...
but so many things on my mind these days as well...might as well empty some thoughts to free up my mental capacity...
why do people fall in love?
because he's really good to me...i guess will be the usual reply for most gals...
and there's nothing wrong with that.
but many times, i just wonder, plaintively...
is it enough?
I rather he's good to others. (and to me).
If a guy likes u, of course he's good to u. any fool will know that.
but to swoon and fall for that ALONE is stupid.
i know Im sounding agressive here but I can't help it.
It irritates me to see this happening.
don't settle for less. Go for something more lasting and dependable.
character.
and grow yourself in that too. DON'T shortchange the one you want to spend the rest of your life with.
stop clinging unto others like a float. they will SINK one day. WORSE if you try to cling unto floats MORE than ONE.
and you too, will sink, into the bottomless seas of miseries and lost identity.
