flowers! unexpected but nicee nicee...
jus finished reading my frens' entries. ended up veri happy. tryin hard now to ignore i have a test on thurs on topics dat i only have half an inkling of wat they r about.
hehe.
ah lin veri cute. ah der veri funny. minghui san veri gossipy. hahaha
all veri nice. nice nice..veri nice nice..ohoh..
at e back of my mind now, still trying not to emancipate my giggles over thoughts of offering ah der soyabean milk, papaya milk!!... n eating sakae till we r conferred VVVVVVVIP status. hahaha.
back to e title of today's nonsensical entry.
i try not to celebrate valentine's. i have veri bad karma with dis occasion. tis e day where i had always recieved flowers from people not on my 'wish-to get-flowers-from' list, but rather, more likely on the 'wish-can-flush-them-down-toilet' list.
but this yr, im blessed...:)
1st blessing: I wasn't out on a date dat I couldn't turn down.
2nd blessing: I was together with my brothers and sisters.
3rd blessing: I recieved flowers from people i like/love.
thanks jincheng, joel, jon and klenn.
btw,only joel knows I have a blog. e rest dun.
dats y im thanking them here. hahahaha!!!!
sincerity is all in e heart. n the blog.
hahaha...;)
hope i will have more of such valentines.....
P.S. hall production posters r up in NIE canteen, Canteen A, Hall canteen, n Nanyang Auditorium.
I look like...... a fishball.
catch dis fishball in e act on the 25th n 26th of feb. tics r available from fishball the Siao herself.
Happy Siao Siao happy...siao happy..ohoh..
eh, i thought u said u are not blogging anymore, at least for a while?
so? i like leh. this is MY BLOG! hahaha!
hehe, no la, my emotional streak is over now, so im BACK!!!:)
I guess this CNY has finally gotten me back to earth. Year 2005 has started! n yes, im W.O.L.S. ( if u dun get this, u're slower haha) but well, better now than never rite?
Going to get all rared up, and ready to go!
had been feeling all 'wrong' previously since school started, over every, single thing.
getting all depressed. getting rubbed up all the wrong places. spilling tears all over the place. In short, acting like a raving luantic.... undercover. even though i kept a respectable front.
hey, by the way, if u dun know me well enough, just know that, i love to exaggerate. so, dun take what i've just written too seriously.
relax, im not mad. reali. dun look that scared in front of ur pc screen. haha...
I was just talking to my mum that day, and she suddenly reminded me what I was doing this season last year. Last CNY, on the 2nd day, i was trying to study, whatever i could get into my thick brain, for my SAT. admist running and screaming cousins.
Poor ah siao. later on that day, my parents were out together for a movie, 'pak tor-ing' like some courting couple; my sis went to her then bf's house to watch vcd, acting like some old, married- for-donkey-years char bo ta bor....n me? sitting at home glumly, romancing my thick, and unreciprocal SAT book...
Can't believe my sense of fun. nearly did a waltz with the book. so....exciting.
anywae, sat for the SAT on the 3rd day. which proved to be real eventful.
woke up at 5am. told 3 times by the SAT administrator I can, i cannot, i can (phew!) sit for the SAT. test ended at 5pm. met up with frens for dinner. fainted at Double O at nite.
Ive no idea why i fainted. i just didn't have enough sleep. i was just stressed out. i just drank hard alcohol on a rather empty stomach. i was just in a stuffy, smoky, smelly pub with MANY people. Ive no idea why I fainted. no reason for that, absolutely.
*btw, this is a shortened version of the whole course of events. For detailed info, please consult "The adventures of Dorling the Siao, Book 4- The near misses of getting into University". Book is available upon request from all coffeetalk, rottalk sessions with the Siao, herself.*
hahaha. Anywae, my mum reminded me. with renewed impact what GOD did for me (er..not the fainting, i brought dat on myself, haha).
im here in NIE, cos I prayed hard for it. n HE heard and hears all my prayers.
I should cherish deeply what GOD has given me, and not let HIM down. HE has given me what I asked for, and I have turned from being a thankful and overflowing with grateful joy gal, to a grumpy, stressed out slacker.
But Thank GOD. my mum reminded me, though she hadn't meant it that way.
n now, a renewed me is on the way! yeah!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
