self-talk @efanny's
Friday, December 10, 2004
Fishball entering, please clear away e hot soup.....n keep away e mee kia!...
havent been blogging for long. though i have been bouncing around somewhere. took a break from blogging, but was inspired to blog something after reading pete's fab blog.
ok, take a break from e 1st para. too many Bs there. purely coincidental. reali. but i guess it might be e honey on my hands. ok, not funny, but entertain me la....
have been very dry mentally, physically and spiritually for some time. but after reading pete's blog, i felt uplifted. thanks.:)
n dat's wat a blog should be like. or at least, wat i feel should be like. dat ive started my blog on this basis, but sort of 'forget' a little in e middle.
i blog to entertain. n to uplift my frens. now dat my temporal bout of amnesia has passed, let me return to what ive started out to do.
first, a few updates.
im getting baptised this coming sun. i am very happy, though apprehensive at e same time. but im glad ive moved out of my comfort zone to finally make this decision that i have held off for 7 years. n heartfelt thanks to all those frens who had confirmed with me to come for my baptism. i reali appreciate it...:) im touched dat u all understand e significance it holds for me.
sometimes, n up to yesterday, i ask myself, am i being too impulsive? am i spiritually ready or mature enough for baptism?
im not going to ans this qn. or ask myself this qn anymore.
well, 2nd thing. since end of nov, ive been mostly in e hostel. cos of rehearsals for hall production next feb. rehearsals day in, day out. TIRED....but reali reali enjoying it.
n no, im not acting as a tree. :) fishballs dun grow on trees.
im acting as a mistress(?!) for the 1st play. e 2nd shall be kept confidential. nah, its just that my role for e 2nd play is hard to explain, n im lazy, hehe...
haiz, mistresses dun look like fishballs, n vice versa. how? i think i gotta be professional. time for me to become fish stick...GOD, give me e determination to lose weight!!!
hey shou hey shou hey shou
HAIZ.