I want to love! The way He called us to love...
I made up my mind on the 1st of Jan, 2010.
And I communicated it on the 2nd of Jan, 2010.
Exactly 9 months from the time he first smsed me.=)
It was a most humorous affair, LOL. Oh man, whatever happened to "the moment"??
Anyway.
And Im now...in love!!!
Totally.
God, you led me to this very step. I know and Im assured.=)
We made a few mistakes along these 9 months of friendship..but God, its all to your grace that protected this friendship..and Im grateful. So grateful, for your love and your covering.
I pray we would continue to grow and guard this love (no more silly mistakes!)...till it bears fruit.
My utmost heartfelt prayer: Lord, if you're willing, may this bear fruit.
Im so insanely happy these days...insanely happy.
I love you. I so do. =)
And you're not supposed to see this till a more appropriate time. You say you won't read my blog till I give consent. So if you're reading this now, you better be honest and come and tell me okie.=)
Surrendering love to You, God
I can't understand sometimes why I could not seem to make up my mind.
Loving a person means loving the whole package, even the not so nice bits.
The vulnerability and openess is so precious.
If someone gives one's heart, should I not treasure it?
God, help me to love. Not blindly, but selflessly.
I want to make up my mind. Because...love is a decision.
And I want to love him...
Break my heart for what breaks yours
God,
I love you.
Many times, I am distracted.
But God, help me.
I want to be faithful, faith-filled and focused.
That's why I chose my email as fcuboid.
I like him, God, I really do.
But importantly, please help me love him. I really want to, with all my heart.
The way you called us to love.
Having a sense of the bigger picture with a renewed mind.
I can sense Your leading in my life.
God, thank You. I'm so glad You are in my life.
Now, all it requires is obedience, with faith.
With understanding that the outcome is not in my hands.
Whatever it is, I give thanks.
Continue to light my way, even as You refine the runner.
May this be a daily prayer and decision.
PS: Thank You for the answered prayer. I said it in my rare bursts of childish honesty, but God You make it happen. I'm a little overwhelmed, I don't really know what's going on. But God, I just want to take it as it comes, with the Holy Spirit guiding me. =)
A decision to love as He loves
I've decided. for about the 6th time, if I'm not wrong.
But I think writing it down will help to strengthen my resolve.
I cannot afford to tamper with your faith by accepting your attention, when the one that you need most in your life right now is not me.
And I cannot afford to accept your attention cos I know too, in the depths of my heart, much as I'm attracted to you, that you're not the one I'm looking for.
I don't want to be unloving. I don't want to hurt you and then despise myself.
God, please help me to love him as You do. And please do not tempt me beyond what I can bear.
Please help me, Lord.
"No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God." -Luke 9:62-
Dear Lord,
Please help me. I do not want to be a divided person. I want to be whole-hearted in Your eyes. Help me Lord. Immerse me in Your love every single moment of my life. Help me to stick by and do the right things that You have impressed upon my heart. Help me not to use others for my own desires, to accept or manipulate for attention that I've no means or intention to reciprocate. Help me not to hanker after the things of the world because You say that a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions. But to do my work well because I want to be a living testimony for You. Help me to overcome personal weaknesses that hinder me from planning my work and ministry well and extend my thinking capacity to look into details. Help me to have an administrative mind that is much needed in my job and also in my ministry. Help me Lord to continually walk in the Spirit and to RELY on You. I love You God; please help my life, not just my lips, to express the affection I feel for You in my heart. Through deeds, not just words. I also pray that I will experience the fullest extent of Your love everyday, such that the deepest longing for security and acceptance in my heart is fulfilled and it penetrates and shows in every aspect of my being and my life.
Thank You dear Father, for loving me.
In Jesus Name, I commit again,
amen.
efanny's heart is moved.
As per title. So drawn, yet afraid.
You're moving my heart, could you be?...
Im not sure, I think you aren't too.
I shall know my heart's whisper next week.
Whether its a beginning, or an ending, we'll soon know.
next week.=)
